good day to u

hello peeps, my life is simple and complicated at the same time
and it is this very nature of it which makes me write things.i don't try to write,but i do try to capture toughts floating in my head.i am too lazy a person so most of the time the thoughts go away but in the rare few times i actually write them, i make them into poems, maybe good, maybe bad, but they signify my feelings...............and my life

thanx

Monday, 8 July 2013

A seed

Had a ground,
trees everywhere, but no shade
Leaves everywhere, but no fruit

Nourished the ground sometimes
ignored it too
felt this disappointment
as if there's nothing I could do


But always, a glimmer of hope was there
Flowers sprouted, and smiled at me
but a blizzard came, 
and the happy flowers died suddenly

the flowers came again, 
so did the blizzard,
Leaving the ground ,
icy cold and dead


Then came a gardener,
with assurance of fruits
and flowers too
but some how that seemed
too good to be true

As in life,
things that seem too good
don't turn out like that
The gardener was a monster
who wanted to cut all trees
and make the ground flat


Getting rid of the gardener 
came at a price
the ground perimeters needed to be sealed
with wires sharp enough to slice


Saw a seed now
trying to break its way into the ground
should I throw it away?
or leave where it was found

Am I ready to
raise my hopes again,
and watch them die
or should I be more careful,
the gardener was dealt with,
but next time i might not be so lucky


But does that mean,
I would never give life a chance
to sprout and flower and fruit
or should I surrender 
and maybe lose all trees in pursuit

Its a decision,
I am not yet ready to take
I ll keep the seed 
where there are no trees in its wake

Maybe flowers will come
and i'll see them fruit just fine
Maybe there'll be shade 
with the leaves this time


Random introspection


Asked a question to my mind,
What would the world look like
from outside my body
What would I look like
from outside my body

Would the world be cruel, and selfish
and uncaring and biased
in all ways when they look at me?
Or would they be caring and gentle
and see me as I am?


Would I see my friends snigering,
laughing at me behind my back?,
or would they remember me,
and laugh with me together?


Mind replied
I am but a part of you,
and cant tell you what
anything looks like when You're not you

But Within me I have
a list of people who judge
every moment, every step u take

a list of people who respect
the way you behave


I can tell you about people
who pretend to be your friends,
but dont know you at all

and about people
who know you well and
are ready to answer your call


How the world seems to others
is beyond me
But from within you I can tell
its full of endless possibilities

Thinking how the world or you seem
to the rest of the world
is an exercise in futility
Doing what you care about,
is something you should do
even if it takes all eternity

new year 2012

aaj akhri raat hai 2011 ki
aur aj dekha jab maine chand


aasma me sunder wo
aadha hi tha aaj

shayad ishara hai ye bhi
aane wale us kal ka.
jo kal aaj ho jaega
aur is aaj ka
jo kal yunhi kho jaega


aaj hai sunder par
isme kuch adhoora hai
aane wale kal me jise
milkar karna pura hai!

jo sach na ho saka khwab aaj
koshish phir kal karenge
ek naya din, ek naya saal
milker sang chalenge............