let me be happy

"let me be happy

oh please! let me be happy"

i said:

"let me be a child

let me have a caring hand

a  thoughtful mind

a person to rely on

and i will be happy"

but you said:

"oh no!

you cant have care

you dont desrve it

you cant rely on anyone

trust is always broken to bits........

so,

you cant be happy........."

i plead:

"oh please! let me be happy"

"let me be a grown up

let me have worldly pleasures

give me means of luxury

on the worldly measures

and i will be happy"

but u said:

"oh no!

you cant have luxury

from where will u get it

you should chide yourself

even for desiring it

so.......

you cant be happy"

i am hurt, still i plead:

"oh please! let me be happy"

"let me be just someone

i dont want care

i dont want luxury

let me be happy

in my small little world

a little praise

a little goodness

and i will be happy"

but u said:

"oh no!

how do u expect praise

you dont have any qualities

what do i praise?

so........

u cant be happy"

i get said

cant i ever be happy?

but some where i hear a voice,which says

"you can be happy"

"you dont need care to be happy

loss of it strengthens u

let not luxury lure u

living without it purifies u

even if u dont get praise

good qualities are still in u"

"be like soft clay

in God's hands,

and He'll make sure

that u get all that u require

that u become beautiful, inner and outer,and strong,admired by all

if not that

He'll make sure 

that u'll be happy"