life..

while attending the funeral

of a very dear person,

the other day

i felt very sad, and asked

myself now what

cos there seemed no way

everything was morose

everyone was sad

everyone was feeling

the effect that person had

there were mourners everywhere,

some genuine,some hypocrites,

there was hustling and bustling everywhere

and yet,

there was a silences

which was getting on my wits

suddenly the silence broke

and i heard a noise

of a small child laughing

i heard her sweet little voice

her laughter in that place

suddenly made my day

cos in her innocence

she had shown me the way

just when we thought

there was nothing left

we saw life expressing itself

from every corner,from every cleft

the child told us

that if a person goes away

leaving us in tears 

then we should say

"life does not end with someone

but it does take a new turn"

and we must just remember

that the person who's gone

didn't want us to be sad

but wanted us to be happy forever

let me be happy

"let me be happy

oh please! let me be happy"

i said:

"let me be a child

let me have a caring hand

a  thoughtful mind

a person to rely on

and i will be happy"

but you said:

"oh no!

you cant have care

you dont desrve it

you cant rely on anyone

trust is always broken to bits........

so,

you cant be happy........."

i plead:

"oh please! let me be happy"

"let me be a grown up

let me have worldly pleasures

give me means of luxury

on the worldly measures

and i will be happy"

but u said:

"oh no!

you cant have luxury

from where will u get it

you should chide yourself

even for desiring it

so.......

you cant be happy"

i am hurt, still i plead:

"oh please! let me be happy"

"let me be just someone

i dont want care

i dont want luxury

let me be happy

in my small little world

a little praise

a little goodness

and i will be happy"

but u said:

"oh no!

how do u expect praise

you dont have any qualities

what do i praise?

so........

u cant be happy"

i get said

cant i ever be happy?

but some where i hear a voice,which says

"you can be happy"

"you dont need care to be happy

loss of it strengthens u

let not luxury lure u

living without it purifies u

even if u dont get praise

good qualities are still in u"

"be like soft clay

in God's hands,

and He'll make sure

that u get all that u require

that u become beautiful, inner and outer,and strong,admired by all

if not that

He'll make sure 

that u'll be happy"

my choice

hey

well this is not actually my poem but it is a poem i really like

like really too much

its of frank sinatra

i dont know what its title is

so i am just writing it as it is

here it goes

Thats life,thats what 

all the people say

you are riding high in April,

shot down in May

but i know i am gonna 

change that tune

when i am back on top

back on top in June

i said thats life

and as funny as it may seem

some people get their kicks

stompin' on a dream

but i dont let it

let it get me down

'cause this fine 'ol world

it keeps spinning around

ive been a puppet a pauper, a pirate

a poet ,a pawn and a king

ive been up and down and over and out

and know one thing

each time i find myself

flat on the face

i pick myself up and

get back in the race

<applaud applaud>

rules

ever since we were born
we are told to follow them
if life is the tree
they like form the stem



whenever something is done
it has to done according to their way
when we begin to do anything
then always have their say








they are like
so strong so always there
a place where they dont exist
i have yet no found where





now starts the real fun


you dont know 
when first were they created
but i can surely tell
from us they are the most hated





they are written ones and unwritten ones
but all have something in common
as we only know too well
they are all meant to be broken!!!!!!!!!!!!


so as we know
we'll always continue breaking them
and today lets all vow
we'll never follow them


hehe

any answers??????

i dont know
i really dont know
can u tell me????????


many things in life have passed by
and many will still pass
but yet i dont remember anything of past
nor do i know the future
then y cant i live happily in the present

i dont know
can u tell me????????

i have many things
and have lost many of them
but yet i dont regret those losses 
yet i loved em when they were there
or did i really?

i dont know
can u tell me????????


i went on doing what i wanted
i also want some changes in me
yet i dont want to change myself
then can i be happy?


i dont know
can u tell me????????


i heard someone say
power corrupts
yet no-one's as powerful as god
so is HE corrupt?????


i dont know
can u tell me????????



i live life for the moment
i live it to make it memorable
yet i never remember the past
so how can it be memorable?



i dont know
can u tell me????????




they say that good lines are never repeated
yet we always quote 'em
isn't that repeating them up
or is it right to express yourself in others words???

i dont know
can u tell me????????



i hate rude people
and dont talk to em cos they are rude
but by doing that am i not
being rude to them????????

i dont know
can u tell me????????